Nothing lasts forever.
Today will turn to just a memory.
Tomorrow will never come because tomorrow always turns into today.
Stuck in a day dream.
So close, yet so far away.
I want you forever.
I want to write kind of a journal like post today:
State Academic Decathlon- The car ride-
I’m in this van full of people I hardly know, heck all I know is their names. One is my brother’s friend, five others; nothing.
There’s another vehicle full of people too, again I know nothing about them. Only one person that actually talks to me. I’m alone.
Brad and Reaper keep me busy messaging back home. I try taking my mind off of the speech I have to give tonight by writing this entry. I’m only two hours from home. So close yet I’m so far away. All I want to do now is turn back.
I put myself in this position.
I got written up for getting help in a class. The only reason being I was missing 15min of another. But who cares. Fuck em. I did it to be in this van.
It feels like forever.
Bright side; I had a great night last night, Brad always knows how to make me smile.
Reaper reminds me of a promise we made to each other a while ago.
I plan to see her Saturday with ice cream and cigarettes. Long drives more talks.
I love these two. They’ve been keeping me going.
Nothing lasts forever. We’re all dying. Slowly. Everyday. But I plan to make forever last as long as possible with them.
Thanks for reading today guys ❤
xx Sheena xx